My father used to say that all the time. “Don’t say “goodbye”. It means you’ll never see each other again. Say so long.” And that’s what I’m doing right now. This isn’t goodbye. I just need some time away to figure a few things out. I care for you all so dearly but I feel a pulling apart of myself. Take care, be safe, and I’ll see you all soon. So long.
Call this what you will.
The most liberating and worst feeling is admitting that you sabotaged yourself. That the choices you made came from the most smallest of reasoning in your closed off brain.
I like to think that one can take one or two small risks in their youth and that those small risks will sustain them for the rest of their lives. I now know this to be false. And yes, I am talking about myself here.
I sometimes wonder if I should take a little break from here. I care for you all deeply but I think a week or two would do me good.
To know that you’ll never know the deep recesses of someone’s mind is something that is quite terrifying.
Imagine kittens. That’s it. Wanted to leave this on a high note.
According to the Buzzfeed quiz I just took, I have a huge penis.
And what have you done today?
And then there are days when you need to put on makeup, go out with your best girl, eat, drink, and talk about anything and everything. And that’s what I’m doing today.