So long.

My father used to say that all the time. “Don’t say “goodbye”. It means you’ll never see each other again. Say so long.” And that’s what I’m doing right now. This isn’t goodbye. I just need some time away to figure a few things out. I care for you all so dearly but I feel a pulling apart of myself. Take care, be safe, and I’ll see you all soon. So long.


Shana

FORCE INTO A SOCIAL GATHERING PLEASE BEAT ME OVER THE HEAD INTROVERT FOR LYFE!!!!!

FORCE INTO A SOCIAL GATHERING PLEASE BEAT ME OVER THE HEAD INTROVERT FOR LYFE!!!!!

Call this what you will.

The most liberating and worst feeling is admitting that you sabotaged yourself. That the choices you made came from the most smallest of reasoning in your closed off brain.

I like to think that one can take one or two small risks in their youth and that those small risks will sustain them for the rest of their lives. I now know this to be false. And yes, I am talking about myself here.

I sometimes wonder if I should take a little break from here. I care for you all deeply but I think a week or two would do me good.

To know that you’ll never know the deep recesses of someone’s mind is something that is quite terrifying.

Imagine kittens. That’s it. Wanted to leave this on a high note.

Hi hi!!

According to the Buzzfeed quiz I just took, I have a huge penis.

And what have you done today?

The look of bewilderment and annoyance. All day everyday!

I absolutely loved The Wolf of Wall Street and would most definitely see it in the theaters a second time around. 

On the other hand I’d just seen The Act of Killing today and even though I would highly recommend it I now understand why people left the theaters crying. I’m still sick to my stomach about it.

Two day old cheesecake and peanut butter cup because I’m a adult who is also working poor.

If you have to ask me if I’m drunk I’m probably am so save your breath.

Just an FYI: if you smell like blunt 50 miles in every direction don’t get mad at if me if I wrinkle my nose. I have allergies, yo!

Later gators.

The look of bewilderment and annoyance. All day everyday!

I absolutely loved The Wolf of Wall Street and would most definitely see it in the theaters a second time around.

On the other hand I’d just seen The Act of Killing today and even though I would highly recommend it I now understand why people left the theaters crying. I’m still sick to my stomach about it.

Two day old cheesecake and peanut butter cup because I’m a adult who is also working poor.

If you have to ask me if I’m drunk I’m probably am so save your breath.

Just an FYI: if you smell like blunt 50 miles in every direction don’t get mad at if me if I wrinkle my nose. I have allergies, yo!

Later gators.

I deserve a gold star.

I deserve a gold star.

Because I’m an adult, that’s why! Or something.

Because I’m an adult, that’s why! Or something.

And then there are days when you need to put on makeup, go out with your best girl, eat, drink, and talk about anything and everything. And that’s what I’m doing today.

Grumble grumble non existent feelings and boys and tongues are messy and I have a ten hour day today and who needs sleep when you can stay up all night, analyzing shit.

Grumble grumble non existent feelings and boys and tongues are messy and I have a ten hour day today and who needs sleep when you can stay up all night, analyzing shit.